Never been in tough situation..
now facing the fantasy world..
which appear infront of me..
what i manage to feel is..
fear and hopeless
and nothing else..
feeling
hopeless and tired
..
i have been struggling for so long..
if i took a rest..
thats doesnt be too much right?
tired.. hopeless.. fear.. darkness
all have
fallen
upon me..
i managed to stand up...
but then..
my legs just dont listen to my command..and fell again..
all the feeling..
just
lingers
within my mind..
i want to stand up.. i want to run..
but why cant i do it..
i stared up the sky
seeing how beautiful
the clouds is..
again.. struggling to stand up..
and again.. fighting off the
darkness
failed again.. and again.. and again..
i dont
wish
to give up..
suddenly being pulled up.. i manage to stand..
someone.. someone just
pulled
me up..
i cant see him.. cant see him properly..blurred vision..
he say:"
Didnt
give up.. is the right choice you made.."
"and for that.. you have achieved something.."
continued :"in future
never
concede and what you walking.. shall be the right path.."
"you managed to stand up yourself without my help.. and thats your soul....."
there will be
friends
in the end helping you.. and that will be the exit.."
i opened my eyes
the person disappeared
and i only saw the beautiful sky.. infront of my eyes..
and i realized something..
i
managed
to stand up..
hopes
has ignited a flame
a flame which countered the darkness..
thank you..
and here.. i continue walk.. until.. i find the path to get out of the..
-______Final Fantasy______-
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Fantasy Route
The title state.. this blog is about fantasy.. final fantasy.. haha.. created due to my gamer characteristic i guess.. anyway thanks for coming here..
Ended the storytelling at -->
9:22 AM
Sometime...
What you see
might just be
FaNtAsY...
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.:: Siti ::.
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.:: MingYi (small bro) ::.
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[n@m3]: HuMingFan
[@93]: 18yrs+
[5cH00l]: Temasek Polytechnic
[D.0.B]: 19OCT1988
[sex]: Male
[3-m@il]: humingfan@hotmail.com
*i de
test*
*Being looked down
*Being criticised by own friends
*Friends that never know my existence
*Cant do what i want
*Being forced to do what i dont like
*Friends that only care about themselves
*Friends that abandon me
*i l
ove*
*Being praised on my performance
*Be with my friends
*Play with my friends
*Sports & Games
*Idling away
*Chatting
*Having a smooth day
*Laugh with my friends
*The S
tory*
{[Lonely]} was the beginning of my life.. no1 else beside me.. crying.. no1 knows.. heartbroken.. hide in my heart... being bullied was the only childhood life i ever experience...
{[Family]}... to me is jus a messy relationship.. my family was a whole mess... nobody cares what happening to their related.. except mom... who working hard to bring us up...but.. no1 really knows about me.. no1.. not even mom..
{[Life]} is sickening.. getting older.. matured.. able to curb emotions.. but so.. loneliness lingers around me... having friends.. but seem nothing.. my existence to them is just like.. a toy to them to play.. no1 cares about me.. hurting...
{[My Life]}... i just a normal boy.. who wanted to have friends... life going to change after secondary life? no 1 knows... things arent going to be the same.. even thoug friends doesnt respect me.. i cherished the time i with them... Losing them.. maybe... 43v3r...
{{Trueself]} what is it.. i dont even know myself.. what am i? why should i life? what i life for? what what what!!!??? so many question inside me.. but who can answer... who can..i wanted to know..
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Wish
upon it
*Be happy forever
*Have the N91 phone
*Grow taller
*Slim down
*
A laptop
*A own room
*s+uDy r00m
*
New Clothes
*
Pass my O LvL
*Friends that really care
*Family that understand me
*Having a healthy lifestyle
*Get serious on my studies
*Study really hard for my exam
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